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well guys
i made a new journal
it isnt ready yet, i'm still waiting for the people to make my friends only banner
yes kiddies, it's true. my new journal is now friends only.
i tried to do it with this journal but it just didn't work out
the username is xsilentearsx
add me fuckassss
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WHY!!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO WAIT TWO FUCKING WEEKS TO WATCH THE OC AGAIN!!! WHY DO THEY DO THIS TO US!!!!!!!!!!!
im thinking of changing my layout.. i dont know how to though haha but.. i think a new background/icon for this journal won't hurt:)..im thinking...EVERYTHING OC
i love being obsessed with tv shows=]
im so fucking pissed they make it every two weeks- these people don't know what there doing to me.
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[03 Apr 2004|08:42pm] |
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::steve erwins voice:: hellewwww...hiiiiiiii.
i am currently in long island with joe justin and the rest of the crew lol. joes next to me trying to figure out how to work this game and im on my laptop (thank god i have one now) on AIM and listening to all my hip music. i wonder what brendans doing now. he has yet to call me which is of course expected. me and joce have been talking a lot lol shes sooo great, i love her!!
i would do nething to have brendan come over tommorow. or just go somewhere with him. i love him so much we had the best time last night. . i think i'll tell ya'll a little bit about it..
he came over at like.. 3 and got tormented by robert for like 2 hours. then we tranqualized him and threw him into the closet for good measure. then we chilled out and low and behold, my dad toook us to best buy to buy a movie and then we went out to crown palace with the runt, who woke up from tranqualized mode. Brendan and my dad got lobster even though they know how much i hate it so i got mad at brendan because he was acting cool in front of my dad thinking that he cares even though, he doesnt. lol then we went home to ... chill ;).... in my dark lone basement and watch the texas chainsaw massacre...
wow..
so i was watching it literally about to cry because i was soo scared, my mouth was wide open nd i was shaking and everything, it was terrible. i even screamed at the tv not to turn around! then of course to add to the fright, brendan grabbed me and screamed AHHH!!! so i jumped up and he ran to my other couch, then i sat back down and started HYSTERICALLY crying lmao, im such a baby but i was soo scared my little heart couldn't take it. so i sat down and it took him about 2 mins to realize the wetness on my face wasnt sweat. lol. so he was like alexa! why are you crying! its just a movie! ya no, the normal 'comfort' shit lol. then he whipped my dripping face and hes like 'do you want me to hold you?' and i nodded and sobbed, then he held me the rest of the movie:)
i was so scared, and at the end of the movie they showed this real video of some guy investigating the place where the guy killed everyone, and the killer jumped onto the reporter and the camera caught a picture of the killers face whos name was like something bob lol. and then there like 'the case is still open' WHICH MEANS THEY HAVENT FOUND THE GUY YET! HES STILL IN TEXAS KILLING PEOPLE!!
robert slept with me last night.but against my own will of course...yeah...right.lol
well im pretty bored. and i dont know what to do. so i think im going to surf the web and continue talking to noelle/joce/lexy.
i love you brendan<3 even though the only reason tears leave my eyes is because of you, i cnt help loving you to the highest level possible<3
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[02 Apr 2004|09:38am] |
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welllll today is officially the first day of spring break! which means for the next like week its going to be sleep, brendan maybe, susans sleeping over, or if not joe and justin sleeping over for a week at a time like they usually do.
i am now happy for ONE reason: Im listening to simple plan's
"dont wanna think about you" i dont know why that song makes me soooo happy. its such like a depressing song but i dont know why it makes me soo like in a good mood. I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT YOU! OR THINK ABOUT NOTHING!
i think im going to chill with sammi one day this break, she doesnt know that yet but im sure she wont argue being that i never see her.
im watching the kid in front of me play javanoid and its so entertaining, i think i should go jump off a bridge
:( DWTAY- is over, so im now listening to "through the wire" cause its the next song and i like the high pitched girl part. yah i cant deal with black peoples deep voices ::no offense:: but i cant listen to rap unless its eminem or like.. i dont know..trapts on!
I think brendans going to come over today and we can go out because im not sitting home doing nothing with robert up my ass.. and im very mad at robert right now because hes a fucking immature 8 year old with the fucking highest pitched voice...
today might be a good day because. the past three periods have been either, me cooking with noelle and marissa, or me susan steve adam and kelly just talking through all of 2nd period because there was no teacher, or just crashing out on the internet because there are now like 10 kids in my class when there should be like 25. so it's a free stupid day:)
me and craig were just dancing, i love that kid.
i hate when you find out good songs by gooood bands then like 3 days later there soo popular and played out. for example, postal service, you may not know them, but you soon will. this songs good- "such great hights"- DOWNLOAD IT NOW BITCH.
yeah im going to go do something else besides this.
later fuckers.<3 you brendan*
JOSH I MISS YOU SOO MUCH!! COME HOME PLEASE!!!!
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[29 Mar 2004|09:44am] |
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hey.. well get used to reading entrys from me in school because today is the first day im in computers for the rest of the 4th marking period.
i am currently sitting next to craig whos on some baseball website while listening to music along with me, who is jammng so some evanesence =]
noelle is behind me doing her thing and jocie is in front of me playing javanoid like the cool kid she is.
welllllllllllllllllllll then! my weekend was extremly entertaining because my parents suprised me along with jessika justin joe and robert and the rest of the family to a scathing vacation to Woodloch Pines in penn. where we were supposed to drive for 2 hours to get there but because my dads a retard and took his GPS system (navigation) it took us 6 hours instead:) yes, thanks dad!!-- i was sleeeping so it wasn't so bad.
well i woke up and found out that my dad (cool that he is) instead of being normal and getting like 2 hotel rooms for 12 people he rented out this reallly nice big house where we jammed at for the weekend.
on the drive to this rivetting vaction of ours we stopped at some shit hick place where instead of having normal water like the rest of the world, there was sulfer (the shit that makes stink bombs smell the way they do) in the water so along with gross food- we had stink bomb shit water to go along with it! yessss..
im
loving
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life.
i then found out that i had no service whatsoever and along with a low battery there was no way to reach mr. powers..sigh.
and my launch just stopped working which means theres no music for alexa = death. fackkkk
im god, its working again
ookay so moving on, i got to the house completly passed out- watched family guy- played DDR- went to sleep..
next morning, woke up to nobody and went outside with jessika on some pond that was frozen over and of course!! jessika fell through and got all wet and shizzle.
then we found dad- asleep in his room, woke him up, went to find my the rest of the crew, did some go-carts, shot some guns, went to a trap shotting contest whrere jessika and joe both won second place in their 'gender leage'- then went to lunch/dinner and then did some shit thats not important because i cant remember them..then i went to dinner, ate food and went to some show that was on broadway that definetly should not have been on broadway because of how bad it sucked. ahha then a comedian came on and i cried because he was the fucking funniest old guy ive yet to see in all my days..
then got home and went to sleep. woke up- went to breakfast- then played family fued with the crew, lost, then went shooting again followed by some more race cars..
w00t.
then at 4 i went to lunch and went back to the house and fell asleep. after cleaning up everybodys clothes from the floor.. woke up and got rushed out of the house... and then went home
bell's ringing!! gotta go.
ilusfm brendan<3
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[21 Mar 2004|06:45pm] |
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well well well--
yesterday consisted of me waking up and oging to ccd to take some stupid interviews with all types of teachers and preists and such.then after that i went home and then to brendans house<33 watched the sixth sense and then took a 'walk' around his block for about 20 seconds..
yepp then around 6:20 ish my dad came and picked me up and took me to robs party which might i add was sooooo much fun-soo glad i went..
then i got home and talked on the phone with my sister who ended up being about 20 feet away from me in the other room..since we were too lazy to get out of our beds she jus called me and told me about her fun filled night of crime.. brendan didnt call me until 12 since he didnt know when i ended up getting home.. and he knows im always home by 12, so thats when he called, and we talked about our nights like we always do.:)..ahhh i loveee himm sooo muchh!!
thenn i woke up this morning around 8 thinking that my family and i were off to the slops to snowboard but since my sister is a raging idiot and didnt pick up the phone when the alarm went off...the police came to the house and yelled at my dad for about 20 mins.. so he was kinda pissed off and didn't take us to go.. which sucks cuz he ruined the whole day for us..err...
thenn jessika came into my room at around 10 and we watched 'pimp my ride' until it was over then we went downstairs and ate cold pizza which i had about 89349743 slices the night before but heyy whoo cares about gaining weight anymore?! defintely not meee..
then i went into the basement and played THUG until brendan called me<33 then i got dressed and waiting for my parents to pick me n jessika up and go to dinner arounndd 3..3:30. ::sighh:: typpicall italians we are..
and now im here, at my aunts house until 8 then going home, showering, and waiting for brendan to call me even though i just got off the phone with him going through some step-by-step procedures of 1.walking downstairs, 2. hanging up, 3.putting the phone on the charger because since his phone was dieing i knew if i just hung up with him hed put the phone down next to him and never charge it and continue playing socom until tommorow morning...sigh..boyys will be boyss**
im going to go entertain myself and start a new entry and do this quiz that will take up time until i go home..*
--im out..
I LOVE YOU BRENDAN!! 3 DAYS--> 10 MONTHS!! i knew we could make it baby<3!
xx.lexa
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heylo all:)- its snowing out which means i didn't go to school today, along with most of the new jersey district.--id say it was about 7 this morning, and i was woken up to the sound of the radio listening the schools that are off and the ones that have delays.. i just shut it off i didnt give a shit. i really didnt want to go to school because i didnt do ANY of my homework..because brendan<3 came over and we chilled in my basement for like 5 hrs.<33
wow..
ben should be coming over sometime soon to drop off the things i need..and maybe some more things that are needed by me and b..
today, since its snowing. i want to do all of my homework so thats off my mind then probably shower+ then go to brendans house.. to do some sick shit*
im fucking hungry. so imma go eat some food..
love you brendan<3*
3-18 sick ass fucking night. i love youuuuuuuuuuuuu x10000-- CANT WAIT FOR TONIGHT!!
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[13 Mar 2004|05:23pm] |
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hey everybody, im at joeys house in staten island..
me and brendan broke up..and thats mostly the only important thing that has happened in my life. and whenever joeys phone rings it gets me excited because its the same ring as my phone:( so thats pretty depressingg..
this morning was ccd.. saw brendan.. sat through an hour and 15 mns of retarded kids screaming (no lie, they all literally have mental issues..especially richard) i hate them all thank god this was the last one till next year.. next week we have to go for our interviews to see if were goood enough to get confirmed.. which all of the kids there wont be which is funny..
ohh welll im going to go give joey a massage and then come back to update with a quiz i found on mandis journal:-/
i mightbe hanging out with brendan tommorow.. hopefully that works out!!
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lexx*
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wow, yeah its been a fucking long ass time since i wrote in here i dont really remember much of what ive been doing and im not in the mood to read the last entry. all i know is that things with me and brendan are fine, and hopefully will stay fine, and if your reading this i love you so much, until forever. and i seriosuly hope you feel the same.
well, i wanted to hang with sammi or brendan or somebody today but it ended up that brendan didnt have a ride, and things with sammi didnt work out too well so i chilled with jessika after i got home from ccd this morning and i tried on all of her new snowboarding gear since she bought a new one this morning while i was at ccd.. and i think since next weekend me and my family are going to like mountain creek or what not to do some shit and im going to snow board and then get good at it.. and hopefully do it a lot and get one by im like 14 or what not. and when jessika goes to college in vermont ill have a reason to go there and board.
some thing came in the mail for me today, and it was something for some teen tours this summer and my mom said i could do any one that i want for 3 weeks only, so i deciced to go on the most expensive thing there and go on the 34 day hawaii alaska pacific coast cruise type thing! yepppppp soo this summer might be fun for alexa!
damn it feels good to be a gangsta.
me and jessika watched office space this afternoon and o my fucking god it was the most funniest movie ever... well..not THE MOST but, it was pretty funny especialsly with the fax machine part.. ah, life is good now!
im out- adios! ilub*
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got that right!!
im home just because brendan's mad sick and i thought it would be nice to stay home with him. he called me once...wait waitt no he didnt I called him- lasted for 10 mins, never called me back like he said he would- sat the whole day doing nothing
so typical:-/ ugh
i should be in school LEARNING..
this day was useless.
thank you again brendan, because of you i lost one important day of learning.
=] you can have the best of meeeeeee
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stole this shizzle from jekisaaaa..
I am ________ with Alexa.
Alexa thinks a lot about _______.
When i think of Alexa, i think of ________.
I want Alexa to ________ me.
I think Alexa should _____.
If i could describe Alexa in a word: _______.
Alexa will never ______.
Alexa can ______ my _______.
I hope Alexa never _____.
I _____ Alexa because _______.
Alexa & _____ are like ______.
______ & Alexa make everything so _______.
=] IM me with your answers:)
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